3.02.2009

no he can’t read my poker face

russian roulette is not the same without a gun and baby when it’s love if it’s not rough it isn’t fun

I’m tired. Last night I had the bright idea of staying up until 6:30am watching The Sopranos. I’m almost to the end of the series and watching it gets addictive after awhile.

I had an interview today at the place where my girl Shawna works. It honestly sounds like it would be fun to do, I’m just sad that it isn’t full-time hours. It’s good to actually HAVE an interview, however—i’m sick of sitting around the house applying for jobs up on the computer.

Shawna and I went to the Isle of Capri on Saturday night in the booming town of Boonville, Missouri and burned some cash. There was a slot machine of particular interest, being that it was The Wizard of Oz themed—it was so theatrical, and very addictive. I’m glad I ran out of money before I could play it. It was a pretty fun night all in all, I’m just sad that Boonville didn’t have a White Castle so I could get my munch on.

Well, that’s it for now. Check back to see what other exciting events are going on in my life. Toodle-oo!

2.27.2009

consoled a cup of coffee…

same old story, not much to say… hearts are broken every day.

Well, it’s been a great while—again—since I’ve written a post, a meaningful one anyway. Sometimes I’m not even sure why I bother posting, but I have this new program called Windows Live Writer that makes it much more convenient.

I’m currently unemployed, which totally rocks my socks off… I’ve been unemployed for quite awhile now but I’m hopeful that something will come along soon.

I miss being able to vent my feelings in an open forum, comfortably letting my fingers do the walking while the emotional garbage flows from my brain through the tips of them.

I’ve been depressed as of late, which is in this case a definite chemical imbalance. I went off of my antidepressants in an effort to help my friends conceive a baby. Apparently, the particular antidepressant I take knocks your sperm count down to a big fat ‘ol zero. I will be going back on them as soon as I can find the prescription bottle—it got lost somewhere in the boxes with the move from Chicago.

If you didn’t know already, I tried moving to Chicago in January. I needed to get away, at least try and strike it out on my own. Needless to say, it didn’t work out and I’m currently living back home. I don’t regret the decision to go and I don’t regret the decision to come back.

I’m trying to make this year as little about regret as possible—I’ve been spending a lot of years regretting the decisions that I’ve made in the past and have thus far denied myself living in the present. It’s not really a New Year’s resolution I made to myself, it’s just something that has got to be done.

So cheers to a happier me, coming soon.

Also, if you happen to be, or to know, a guy interested in someone that doesn’t have a job, a car or much money—I’m definitely looking for someone to spend time with. :>

That’s my time for now, feel free to hit me up sometime via comment, facebook (Tim Woemmel) or MySpace (timmymo).